Moving Forward
Since I've been back in California, I have been as busy as I can be. Being broke makes that a little harder, but I'm making do. I've seen several episodes of House, Saved by the Bell, Fresh Prince of Bel Air, and Law and Order. I've gone to karaoke, been job searching, hung out with friends, explored the possibility of joining the Military. I've spent a million hours on the internet, and all of this is to keep my mind off of a certain someone who broke my heart. Hopefully it works sometime soon.
In the meantime I know that what I need to do is focus on myself, and try to make the best out of a crappy situation that was handed to me. I didn't deserve any of it, but I handled my shit the best that I could. I no longer feel like the same person that I was when I left. I feel a little more abrasive, a little less able to take peoples crap, a little more aggressive as far as getting what I want out of life.
So the next step for me: Get into shape, lose weight, join the Navy.
Yes, the Navy. I have a long way to go physically, so during this time, I will really get to think about this decision, and what it's going to mean for my future. Do I have what it takes? Time will tell.
In the meantime I know that what I need to do is focus on myself, and try to make the best out of a crappy situation that was handed to me. I didn't deserve any of it, but I handled my shit the best that I could. I no longer feel like the same person that I was when I left. I feel a little more abrasive, a little less able to take peoples crap, a little more aggressive as far as getting what I want out of life.
So the next step for me: Get into shape, lose weight, join the Navy.
Yes, the Navy. I have a long way to go physically, so during this time, I will really get to think about this decision, and what it's going to mean for my future. Do I have what it takes? Time will tell.
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